This series took me all but 30 episodes to really get into, fortunately it was worth it! I mean when it was released last year (2019) it generated 400 million views in just three days....The first few episodes were muddled. I just didn't know who's story we were following; Minglan, Gu Tingye or Qi Heng?  Either the title is misleading or the scriptwriter didn't...

 Truthfully the older I get  the more my zest and enthusiasm for life wanes. I remember a time when I had so many dreams and ambitions,  I couldn't wait to get out from under my parent's protective autocratic-but-loving- blanket bubble. Now...years later... I feel a feeling  that is very hard to describe...  I feel a little mentally numb, battered,...

 Dear Mum,I pick pretty pictures of flowers to post here.I know how much you liked them.Today finds me on the back verandah, enjoying your friend the sun.I have not done this in years.Just sat outside for hours. It felt uncomfortable at first.Like someone was trying to pick at a crusty old wound still healing on the inside. Too much space makes me feel too vulnerable.Dad...