Sunday, 5 November 2017
Today I was nearly swallowed up by all my worries
Am I helping or am enabling this family member?
How do you help someone, when they don't think they need help?
When do I help? and when do I step back?
Will I achieve what I have been tasked with this week?
Did that person really try to throw me under the bus?
Should I take another Panadol to help this anxiety headache?
Did I save enough money in the month of October?
Have I packed all that I need for this trip?
Did St-Micheal hear my prayer about my father?
Should I text this family member and tell them how I really feel about their behavior or should I let sleeping dogs lie?
Am I on track?
Am I making the right decisions for my future?
What would my mother say?
The questions continued, till I came across this You tube video with T.D Jakes- "Leave it Alone!". As if God was hearing me thinking out loud in my head. Wondering how I would fix all these things myself. I listened and I heard the message loud and clear. I took three deep breaths until I could hear the quiet of the Sunday afternoon world around me. I said alone in my room to God 'I need some help.' I said again, ' I need help with all of this.'. So Simple.
So I guess I can now go about being still.... while watching my You Tube videos 😉