Number 1.  I am scared ALL the time.  Like all the time.  Like every second.  Like there is NO peace .  Like  even when I am sleeping I am SCARED.   It feels like a Game of Thrones episode in my body.  What the h*** is going on inside of me? No one prepared me properly for this.  Number 2.  I don't understand...

Making:  Time to pray the rosary. I must confess the concentration span & dedication required to recite it is a deterrent to me, most especially when the mind is tired, preoccupied & weak.  Yet a surprising, but timely invitation from a colleague for a daily lunch time rosary dedication during the time of lent came. I have been hit by bouts of anxiety...